last nite. it happened again. what am i supposed to do now? am i really that ungrateful? am i really that stupid and not worth it? i feel so unloved by my families. everything has always been a lie hasnt it? the craziest thing is that im still here when i should have long gone away.
all i wanna do now is just to celebrate my burfdaii on friday and have at least some good time. the fact that u couldnt make it tomorrow hurts alot. just wont tell you face to face it's because ur so cold to me nowadays that i dont even know if we're still trying to make it work.
i just wish sometimes i could be invisible. be isolated from everyone for a bit then it wouldnt feel tat bad i guess. I really wanna know how does it feel to be invisible.
have been talking to yew kwan for almost 3 hours. thank god i had yew kwan to talk to today, vin and wei ( tuition ) victor ( busy la aiyorh ) ka-shing ( i seriously dont know what he wants ) joshie ( not on yet ) stephie ( went to EUROPE EDI ..without mii ><>
fell in love wid the song..last christmas by ashley tisdale. it felt like CZ* even tho it's a long time.
in less than 8 hours...my bday will be here >< =] cant wait for MV
Many Thanks To ><
Ivin Babe. Weishin Dear. Nic and Leon. for * will * making this happen. <3>< * gg/.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
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