Friday, April 18, 2008

it's all coming back to me now

Today was kinda bizarre. Well, there's a lot to say for today. Firstly.. I dissected a rat! Muahahaha. Was really really frightened cuz i never dissected anything before! It was my first time seeing stuffs like that. Jules and Stephie was really enjoying it. Stephie took the tail back as sourvenior and as for Jules, she took the skin. Lol .. We had quite a lotta fun! Definitely we stink alright but yeah.. it was fun!

I dont know why lately, i feel kinda sick. Having headaches all the time. Feeling restless and always have stomach aches. Maybe it's not enough of sleep or rest.. I hope i wont be sick during wednesday! Wish mommy and daddy can actually make it for the play! No matter how terrible the costume looks like, i'll still work my best in my character.

As for him, hmm. I dont think i like him as much as i think i do. I'm not saying i don't. I do but it's just after all that has happen, kinda wanna put more effort on my studies rather than all these love relationships kinda thing. Still, i had fun. We giggled. We laughed. We played. That was more than enough. I'm happy enough to be his friend. But i dont know why, everytime when i see him wid someone else, i feel really sad and hurt.

Things had definitely gone better than the past few weeks. It could go better and i hope it does.

i wish for you to be happy
for you and her to be ever and ever
you and me, its as though it was a dream
just let it pass and slip

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