it's 5 in the morning now i have no idea what i wanna do. i know i should get more rest but somehow, something in me, i dont know.. i havent be able to sleep the whole night.

What i did, was it right? Why all of a sudden, im having feelings for you? This couldnt be happening? I thought i told myself never to fall for someone anymore. But yesterday was reallly nice and fun. I never thought we will have conversations like this. N when u actually called me ur bao bei.. ( was actually surprise and blushing ) i had the urged to calll u mine too. Is this happening?

Dont know if i should stop all this before it's too late.. before the feelings goes too deep. But somewhere in my heart tells me i should give it a try and see where u'll bring us go if we eventually be together. I wish there is one day like this because after 6 months of knowing u.. ur someone who would love and takkaire of ur partner without letting her be in sadness or sorrows..

I should go know.. it's time for me to go get ready. Today's the last show. I know im gona miss it somehow.