Saturday, April 19, 2008

because of you..

over at my cousin's house right now.

- mom's playing mahjong. dont know if she's winning or not and grandma keeps showing the sad face! maybe's she's losing.. poor thing
- just learnt how to cook kari fried chicken and sotong. HEHEHE..
- still havent done a piece of homework. Chemisry. Maths. Add Maths. English. Biology. Accounts.
- drama night is only a few days away and i think i suck at my role.
- never thought i would be here again but once again..i kept thinking bout what happen that day. u took away something from me..

just finished dinner and.. im wishing i could go home as soon as i can because i dont wanna stay here anymore. all i wanna do is just go get a good night rest. many things has happen!

mom's always tries to make me feel bad about myself, no matter. The fact i can't cook. im fat. im ugly. im not smart. im always the bad sheep in the family. everything's MY faul@..

because of you
i never stray too far from the side walk
because of you
i learned to play on the safe side
so i don't get hurt
because of you i find it hard to trust
not only me, but everyone around me
because of you
i am afraid

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